JESUS IS THE ROCK AND HE ROLLS MY BLUES AWAY.
its been a really stressed up week for me.
assignments to be handed up.
oh well its not so big assignment.
but it can take up so much time.
I so wonder if its just worth 10%.
Did my audio recording.
turned out it was saved wrongly.
dont know who is the fellow who changed the settings.
Mr Lim had to help me with the recordings in the end.
Now my files cant be played with windows media player.
I screwed up my skills test.
wonder why I didnt finish the whole test.
took my own sweet time?
i dont know.
got told off by my piano teacher on wed again.
seriously he makes me feel really stressed.
sometimes I just wish he would understand.
then there are so many things!
and Basic Media Research can just suck all my brain juices out.
sometimes I wonder if I am really your friend.
maybe its true that you cant have the best of both worlds.
I am trying my best to give in and all.
But do you appreciate it at all?
Its really tiring and draining.
Maybe all this doesnt matter to you anymore.
I had a dream last night.
It was about forgiving someone who did me wrong.
Of cos, it felt good after.
but i know its not going to be easy.
I am just human.
I finally broke down today.
what a typical human.
the tears came without any warning.
suddenly felt like the whole world was crumbling down on me
and I just felt like giving up and letting the world crush me.
but thanks friends for making me feel better.
and thinking of kayaking's brother really makes me want to laugh.
God, more of you and none of me.
