Sunday, December 30, 2007
THIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY
Christmas is over and New Year is coming.oh man. Time flies. It still feels like I just entered poly.But actually I am like already half way through my course.Met up with Yixiu, Sheena and Ruth yesterday.It was really great hanging out with them.Im really glad to be able to still meet them since I knew them in secondary school.its really hard to meet up with secondary school friends this often.And really really glad that all of us could make it.On thursday, had dinner with my G12 family.Glad that most of us could turn up.It was really fun playing saboteur in Burger King and making so much noise.Then had nice ice-cream at Merliott(I'm not sure how it is spelt).On wednesday, went for concert at victoria concert hall.The music was okay but I hope that they played more popular songs.Zzz. At some parts, I fell asleep.But glad to have Esther's company!Talked alot and even shopped like mad in heels.A few days ago or should I say a week ago, I attended OTC.OMG. pure enjoyment, entertainment and fun.Although we had lots to do, we still had fun!All of us were so energized and excited.Most importantly, I got to know more friends from the camp.I hope that every single one of us would go for FO and FOC in 2008.I love LOG COMM 2007!Life this month has been so meaningful.Oh yes. Merry Christmas (though I am a little late) and a Happy New Year.Life after a whole week of play means going to the mac lab to do my animations. Zzz.
1:58 AM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Sunday, December 16, 2007
CANT STOP THE HAHAS.its rare to find someone who can make you laugh so hard.its like you have not finished laughing at one joke and he starts with another one.the feeling is really good.Being able to laugh non-stop till tears roll down your cheeks.with friends like that, you will laugh so hard that you feel like you just did many sit-ups.suddenly, i just hope that we would stay as a team and have lots to do together.I dont want it to end so soon.
12:40 AM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Friday, December 14, 2007
ITS YOUR CHOICE ULTIMATELYopen up the door of the cage.fly out and be free and dont fly around the cage.go out, fly far and dont look back anymore.you see, ahead of you, there's much more to see from up in the sky than from the metal bars.enjoy the scenery and dont miss the view from inside.in this world, i believe there are many christians.But there are good and bad christians.Not all christians are good.Because to begin with, we were all sinners.Even good christians sin.That is why God had to send Jesus down to die on the cross for us.I want to be christ-like.But I know this is not easy. Even simple things like forgiving and not judging, I am guilty of not being able to do it. But I am going to try.Love makes the world go round.It makes others see that there is hope even in the toughest times.Its an amazing inspiration to do better in life.Tomorrow is the last test of the term!I cant wait to enjoy my post-christmas, christmas and you know, I know.
12:36 AM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Monday, December 10, 2007
THRILLS AND FRIGHTSone sided love is torturous.But hating someone is even more tiring.maybe I've already gotten the answer I was searching for.I wasnt the one with the problem. you are the one.Finding friends who would listen to your problems - its rare.But these friends are the ones that help you stand on your feet again.You get it out of your chest and suddenly feel that everything is fine.If I was left alone to solve this, I would probably still be wondering..During this period where I find myself struggling to understand my own feelings, I learnt something.I should never ever tell someone I understand how they feel when I dont.Because I understand now that if you never went through something, its hard to understand how the other party feels.Because descriptions can never be compared to experiencing it.life is fine. life is great.life is like a roller coaster ride.
10:41 PM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Thursday, December 6, 2007
EVERYTHING HAS TO COME TO AN END.I'm glad you are opening up.I've seen and heard it.You are no longer like what you were.You were right. People change.Perharps you changed for the better.Life is much more interesting now right.I cant really tell what you are thinking sometimes.I guess I just have to trust my own intuition.But I rather you be happy than sad.I guess I would do almost anything for that.Yes I would feel happier if I was the only one who was feeling terrible.I dont want you to go through what I went through.I just want you to be happy. I know you think I am silly.But its God who taught me how to love unconditionally. or maybe its his love for me that I am able to love you this way.I dont hate you at all.I just hate the fact that we are not friends on talking terms.But whatever makes you happy. :)
11:10 PM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
THAT RED THING CONTROLS ITWhy did God put a heart in human beings.Why should people have feelings?If God had to give a heart to human beings and we should feel then why didn't God invent the on/off switch for us to control our feelings?I guess the switch would be really useful.Why is my heart ruling my head.Gosh. This is bad.I wish I could just switch off all the feelings I'm feeling.Iamlearningandgrowingeveryday.
11:30 PM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Monday, December 3, 2007
BROUGHT FORWARDIt wasnt supposed to be.I was supposed to be alright.But Im kinda starting to feel the distance,Feel the feelings Im supposed to feel long ago.Lol. Whats this called. Post-syndrome?Why now? Why not never. Life is just so unpredictable.pleasee stop torturing me.
10:07 PM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
Sunday, December 2, 2007
I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW AND YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I KNOWThis feeling inside me is torturous.It keeps me wondering.Keeps me thinking.Makes me dream of the impossible.Makes me happy and sad.Its like a string being knotted every minute.Makes me feel really uncomfortable.If my heart was cold, and i was unfeeling..or If I could choose to remember what I want to remember.I wont have to feel all these in me.ahh. I really gotta stop dreaming.But I dont know why I cant.Every night I find it so hard to sleep Cause I keep thinking of you And these feelings from me Oh baby, I try to hide all these feelings for you I keep them all locked inside I dont know what else to do No one can tell me that I should let you go Cause I know in my heart, This feeling`s still runnin strong Can`t get you out of my head, Can`t get you out of my heart, Can`t get you out of my life, No matter if we`re apart iloveyoumorethanyouknow
12:43 AM
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*
