:) QUEEN* ; NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE,I SHALL LIVE MY LIFE WITH SANGUINITY

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

when will i see you again?

5:36 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

When Boredom Kicks In.

I am so freaking bored stuck at home listening to the deafening silence thats playing repeatedly.

Then again, i'm sitting right in front of my laptop thinking. See I don't like not having anything to do because I will just start thinking about life which might be a good thing in some ways or a bad thing in some other ways. So recently I got a job at Buddy at Pasir Ris. People ask me why do I want to take up a job that only pays me $4.50 an hour and not look for other jobs.. But what they don't know is that not many people are hiring now and asking me to do an admin job which would pay me more is not what I would like to do. I guess I am not one that likes to sit in front of a desk and not know if its rainy or sunny.

I don't know but it could be because when I was young, my mum worked in an F&B place and I have been following her around. Then when she worked in an office, I helped my uncle sell noodles at his stall. I could have some interest in the F&B industry without even myself realizing it? I mean working in the F&B industry allows me to be so close to food. Its like wow. I feel so happy looking at waffles, cakes and milkshakes. I mean for someone like me who loves food, it makes me happy and going to work isn't much of a drag except for that distance.

I went back to work recently (at some other place) and was told that my priorities are all wrong and whatever that can be wrong is wrong. (I know they nag at me because they care.) But the thing is that I feel in life, the important thing is to be happy. I can earn millions and zillions but it can't buy happiness. At least I know I enjoy what I do for now. But I also know I can't do this forever. (Maybe sometimes I am just not good at expressing myself, they think I don't know what I'm doing.) Of course, I will look for a full time job after I had my share of fun. Afterall, how many times am I going to get such a long holiday and have the chance to travel with my friends?

I might not be backpacking in Europe or flying to France but at least I get to enjoy a holiday with my beloved friends. Its not the destination, its the company. And I know organizing a trip is not easy.

And its been so long since I last wrote so much (Oh my. I just saw the post. Its long.) and writing so much can be a bad thing because they say sometimes the lesser words you say, the lesser people will have to say about you. But then, Im bored now so why don't you say something so that I won't be bored. (:

7:00 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

I have so much to say and ask but the time is limited.

It doesn't help when you don't tell me either.

and days just go by with nothing said and asked.

12:24 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Effie! I am so sorry for all the troubles caused. ):

11:45 PM

whenever something happens, always ask yourself if you had anything to do with it.

Don't point the finger when something happens and push the blame.

If you weren't in the wrong, then go ahead and point the finger.

But then again, you would be in the wrong thereafter.

So why not just talk it out?

11:08 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

Work and sleep is slowly becoming a form of escapism for me.

11:04 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

When the night falls and the rain pours,

the wind blows and the window fogs.

Closed my eyes and thoughts of you filled my mind.

1:24 AM