:) QUEEN* ; NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE,I SHALL LIVE MY LIFE WITH SANGUINITY

Friday, August 29, 2008

I'd Rather
I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you.

10:19 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Stuck.
I thought I was strong enough but maybe I am wrong.
Because I climbed so deep in and I forgot to bring the ladder along with me thinking that there will surely be someone to help me out.
Who can I blame but myself then.
Silly me. Haha.

4:44 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I was wrong but at least I proved one point right.
I learnt it and I will remember it forever and ever.
Of course, why didnt I believe myself?
Isnt everything clear enough to be understood?
I must be the biggest fool in this world.
But this is the last time.
Because I want to make this the last time. (:

11:36 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

When you made me smile,
the rain stopped and the sun came out.
And I could feel the stormy clouds clearing away slowly.
(:

10:12 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Its always better to have someone when everything seems to be falling apart than having no-one. No wonder people go mad. Haha. (:

10:55 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Fireworks Fest 2008

11:48 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Sunday, August 17, 2008

I WISH AND PRAY
its not easy and im getting scared.
its hard to explain and its hard to understand.
I just pray God will allow the miracle to happen one day..
It would mean so much to me..
I hope he understands..

11:09 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Saturday, August 9, 2008

i feel so fustrated.
at home, with friends.
fustration that has to be kept in within.
it makes me want to cry.
but who cares?

you rush out just to meet her.
you think you are taking care of your brother and sister.
but you are just leaving it to the others at home.
from chairs to knife.
if we get injured what else can you do but make it sound like its never their fault.

12:31 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

concidence or plot.

12:34 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Friday, August 1, 2008

LOOK IN THE MIRROR
Sometimes people are too busy complaining and thinking and they dont see that actually the fault lies with them.
When you dont have something, you work hard for it - thinking about owning it is your best inspiration to getting it.
But once you get it, you feel that its not like what you imagine and you might give up on it.
Friendship works two ways. You cant expect me to be the one who always goes to you.
You have your own life, your own set of problems but so does everyone else around you.
So stop wallowing in self-pity and indulge in life's goodness.

12:41 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*