:) QUEEN* ; NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE,I SHALL LIVE MY LIFE WITH SANGUINITY

Monday, June 29, 2009

10 more days before I tell myself its just 730 days.

2:05 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

In this time of uncertainty, is taking a course better than looking for a job? Sometimes, I feel if you give in to people and they know you are nice, they take it for granted and make use of you. Just because I don't say anything, it doesn't mean I am fine with it.

2:40 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Friday, June 12, 2009

Forgetting is easier than forgiving. But for someone like you, both the former and latter is hard to do.

A Random Thought

Things in common is a bridge that can be built. - Christina Dodd

People stay together because they are similar, also because they are different. But for the same reasons they came together in the first place, it might also be the same reasons they use to stay away from each other.

1:42 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

I know that everyone does something wrong sometimes. But don't you find this whole thing very absurd? The more I know, the more everything falls into place, more truths become lies, and the more I find you so detestable, so horrendous. It's true what they say, you are selfish. Everyone is selfish I know, who doesn't care about themselves? But the extent of your selfishness is beyond my understanding and what I can bear with. And the things you do and the lies you tell just shows how much you know how to respect someone.

And probably the whole thing might be a lie, or you might be just doing something comparable to buying crumplers to compare with your friends to show how good you are. But a lie will never be better than the truth. If you wanted to triumph in everything you do, you've lost this time round. If I could, I never want to have anything to do with you again. Because probably only maybe 10% of what you say is true.

You are like a mouse lusting after a cheese on a mousetrap. You think you are so smart, you can outdo the mousetrap but you trap yourself. If you love your cheese, you won't even go near the mousetrap and give it a chance to trap you and sacrifice your cheese just for your pleasure. Oh but sadly, I guess you will probably not understand what I'm saying about the cheese because what you feel for it is just pure lust.

12:06 AM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

The planets in the universe.

And the only thing we have in common now is that only one place. And the last place that I ever saw you again. But this time, I won't run up to you with open arms and neither would you say hi if you see me. Because you like running and have ran forward - chasing another.

Because although we are on earth, we are now like two different souls in different worlds not having anything to do with each other. And like the planets in space, we will only bid hellos and goodbyes when our planets are spinning and we happen to pass each other on the axis.

But like how they pass each other, its akin to the time we have to even bother to say hello. And who knows when will the next time be when we meet? Because to me, meeting you is like being a planet spinning around the axis, waiting to meet another planet in the universe. And talking to you is like waiting for candies to drop from the sky.

And we hang on to these memories so tightly for the only reason that memories won't change even when everything does. And for times like these, you'll be glad you can't time travel and change the past.

11:44 PM

& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN ;
TheNightTimeHighQUEEN*