EASTER DAY SPECIAL
(I did this on a random day with random thoughts in my head so you may be a little confused. :))
Sanctification week was good. No, I should say it was fabulous and powerful. I think I need to be a better christian. Right now, I am far from it. Give me Lord, a clean heart.
As a little girl many years ago, I always felt inferior and never better than others. I thank God for this really really great friend that he put in my life. She showed me how I could be happy and because of her, I made many friends in school too. No matter how hard it was for her to love someone, she would try to love that person and everybody in class loved her. No one that I know (maybe because they never told me or they don't exist) hated her.
She helped me to open up to others, learn to make new friends and she was even a really good friend to me. Even after we went to secondary school, she was still that really good friend.
Although I am no longer as close to her as before, she will forever be that special friend of mine because I know God placed her in my life for a reason. And I will always be waiting for the day when we could talk about anything under the sun again.
As young girls, the friendship was pure and simple. Now that we are young adults, maybe the term friendship has a whole new meaning to it and no longer as simple because the older we grow, the more we think.
Another random thought: Time is always slipping and we are always trying to make the best out of that every ticking second. Some of us will do something that we will regret for the rest of our life in that split second or maybe do something that will change our life forever. Everyone is busy and you will find yourself busier as you grow older. If you never tried putting aside time to do something that you think you should, you will never learn even when you set your heart to do it. Because you get so accustomed to it, you will struggle when you want to.
Anyway, back to the point, I want to say that there is someone who thinks I am special because of who I am. No matter what I do to hurt him, he will still love me and he is always ready to receive me with his open arms. Because of him, I can be this girl that I am now. And I know he has only the best for me. No matter what others would think about me, only one thing matters from now on - what he thinks of me. And I got to remember this forever. He gave his love unconditionally so why don't you come and experience this love - the love that only he can give. And he is Jesus.