BANG

I was at the bus stop the other day waiting for my Dad to fetch me.
As i was reading some boring book, I heard a loud bang.
When I looked up, I saw that one bus had hit the other.
The glass of the bus was shattered but only a few pieces dropped.
That was really scary.

Anyway, the poor bus driver got scolded.
All the aunties and uncles blamed him and kept scolding him.
I felt that even though he was at fault,
they shouldnt say such nasty things to him.
I mean, he looked very young and who wants this kinda thing to happen?
Im glad that at that time, I wasnt standing anywhere near there.
Else, who would have known what would happen.
Thank you God for your mercy.
Hope that the bus driver would be fine! :)

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER
for me, its the other.

irritating, boring or fustrating?
Are we that bad?
Were we too much or too little?
I cant figure it out still.
Too free or too busy?
Was it all a lie or was it the truth?

Maybe it was meant to be a dream from the start.
A beautiful dream with a harsh reality ending.
Hmm i wonder why.
At least we didnt stop smiling.
I wish I had the ability to tell what people really think.
Then I will know what are lies and truths. :)

THEY GET YOUR ATTENTION JUST LIKE THAT

Ratings of Advertisements

The top-three. With the first being the best!
3. Huggies advertisement
Because the babies are cute.
And there are four of them!
And the song is cute too.
Huggies, huggies, huggies, huggies~

2. The POSB advertisement.
Its heartwarming.
The storyboard, the weather.
Its touching.
But will they really come to you when it rains?
Or maybe they just wanted to use the metaphor likesaving for a rainy day?
:)

And the top advertisement is none other than...
1. The Nestle Coco Crunch Cereal
The boy acts really well.
Its heartwarming too!
Not many little boys can act in such a manner.
He didnt have to act to be cute.
It was just in him I've got to say.
okay. You just got to see it to understand what I am talking a bout.
I love the part where he pulls his pants and shirt to walk.
Haha. Cute little boy!
Its really cute. Really!
:))

SO WHAT IF YOUR EYES ARE BLUE.
I feel the blues when I look at it.

Ahh. He is driving me mad.
Whenever he just starts speaking, my tears will flow like a running tap.
I know, I know. I shouldnt feel sad.
But I just cant stop even though I want to so much.
Its like no matter how hard I try, its not good enough.
no chances given, only criticism.
But i cant help it.
At the age of 5, I have already been playing like this.
Suddenly you want me to change, I cant do it.
I must count, not play the wrong notes, read what is on the score, play the right dynamics and change when you tell me to.
If I am such a genius, will you still be collecting your pay?
You have talent but I dont.
I am struggling here to do my best but all you do is to discourage me every lesson.
Everytime I see your face, I get so scared.
I forget the notes, I cant count, I cant play the way I play at home.
I want to be brave. I want to play well.
I dont want to waste money.
Who dont want to get their diploma in a short time?
Who wants to spend so much money?
Since its so tough, why dont I just stop learning?
Because I spent so much time already.
I am here trying my best. But you just dont encourage me in any way.
I never felt so sick in my life before.
I feel so helpless.
And every wednesday night, the fear just comes.
So why should I practise so hard?
Why should I? why should I?
I feel so FUSTRATED and I am in a LOSS.
oh my gosh.

God please send your angel to guide me.
I cant do it alone.