I GOT IT. LIKE FINALLY.
i think i enlightened myself today.
I have to admit that I was making the world sound like its really bad when things arent like how it was.
Maybe it was just my fault that I did not blog all of those as drafts.
That was my way of venting my anger. But it was totally wrong.
In a way, it was altogether ironic.
a bad day with someone who was making you smile all the time?!
what was I thinking seriously.
I shouldnt let other people affect the way I feel.
I control my own feelings. I have the say.
Why did I write all those or even feel that way?
I think Im so silly.
and it took me one year to realise it and think back about what you said.
Thank you for saying all those to me.
Because I am happier now.
I learnt to be happier after what you said to me.
And its a really great feeling.
And whatever you said makes sense to me now.
It all comes together and fits.
Although its a little too late but at least I hope I changed.
I wont deny that I WAS very negative.
But for now till forever, I want to be positive.
Because for everything that happens, there are always 2 sides to it.
When your glass is half filled with water.
Will you think that your glass is half full or half empty?
You made me learn to see that my glass is always half full.
thank you very much and a big hug.
thats the very least I could say to you. :)
iknowitshardbutimgoingtotryandmakeyouproud. :)