DONT TRY READING IT UNLESS YOU ARE BORED.
sometimes, I just feel so trapped in situations. situations I know that is hard to handle. I tend to run away from the problems rather than go and confront it. And I remember there was this one time that I was feeling so bad. I dont understand why all that had happened. I prayed and trusted in the Lord but I didnt know why it all turned out so messy and weird. But surprisingly the end product turned out quite good. Maybe the Lord is teaching me to have more confidence in myself. I was probably thinking of what I could do rather than let the Lord have full control over the situation. It was chaotic. I felt really miserable and irritated. Sometimes, I feel that people dont understand what you go through and they just like to assume that things are that simple. They just tell you its so simple. But it always depends on the situation. If everything was smooth, I would also say that its simple. I find it so hard to love some people around me sometimes. I feel like they are befriending you just for some purpose. Maybe the real reason is that they care about themselves and nothing else matters except themselves. Love Love Love. Where do I find so much love to love all these people when all they do is get on my nerves. God, help me love all these people. Its not going to be easy. And life is just so amusing. And in this whole paragraph of words that I just typed, if you have realised, there are many random thoughts that comes out from me. I have no idea why this is so random. But anyway, maybe its just me.