EMOTIONS
A really nice event. A really nice poster. A really nice picture. A really nice presentation. It all seems like its easy to do. but you will never imagine the amount of time and effort one person put in to do it. a nice show. who do you thank? The host. Do you thank the studio people? No. We dont even know their faces. I mean, its okay for them because its a norm. We are the back stage people and i guess we choose to do so because we are not comfortable with being in front of the camera. But when we work so hard and yet, get blamed for not putting up a good show is the worst thing that can happen. And I totally understand how it feels like when not even a nice word is said about something that you put in so much effort to do.
no words. no expressions. no craziness. no nonsense. I think I understand now why some people only choose to talk when they want to. And at the rest of the time, they just stay silent. These people know very well the way to control their emotions. They just choose to stay silent because in a situation when you feel so irritated and all, its just best to not show expressions, not talk. Because its the words and expressions that causes conflict. I am one who displays my emotions very obviously. what I am thinking, you can tell straight away from my expressions and actions. And today, I think I will learn. Learn to hide my emotions well. Because I guess it would help me alot. Its a good thing if people do not know what I am thinking.