WHY DO BIRDS SUDDENLY APPEAR
what if you stumbled upon a mystery and discover something that is going to change your views and perspective? would you tell it to anyone? would you even breathe a single word about it? I want to bury this in the ground and wish that I never knew about it before. But I just had to stumble upon it and be curious about it. this i think, is going to change something forever. But I have no idea what. I just know that I am growing up and I am not a kid anymore. So all those stories I used to hear - its hard for me to believe now. I dont event know how I feel about it and I dont even know what to do about it. I want to cry, but I cant. I want to laugh, but I cant. I want to feel, but I dont. I wish that hatred wont consume me. God please help me through. I know you let this happen for a reason. But I really need you to help me because I cant do this alone.