Is it insecurity or selfishness?
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You were a good friend or something like that. I was just not good with words and had let anger overwhelm me which caused me to say whatever I said. Anyway it took two hands to clap. (I've tried but you choose to stay in your own hole so there is nothing much I can do about it.) I will always remember that no matter how angry I am, how sad I get, you are the one who puts the smile right back on my face and it doesn't take you more than ten minutes to do so which is not an easy task. Maybe you understood me really well, maybe you were just good with words whatever it is, no one did that before. So when I am sad or confused, you come to my mind. Because I will be wondering why and how you could make me smile that way and if you would still just open up and listen to me and bother to probably do the same. Maybe its your silliness, your wittiness, your perseverance or your nonchalent attitude about how people look at you that makes you so special to me. Just that you are being an asshole with the way you are acting now and it makes you so much less adorable.