Like what I've expected. It's just replaying everything I imagined.
I will remember what you told me.
I will remember the advise you gave me.
"When a guy totally loses his feeling, there is nothing much you can do.
He will come up with a thousand and one excuses not to be with you."
Maybe yours wasn't an excuse would be a lie. Because it is an excuse and will always be.
I have my reasons for what I do. It's just that you never asked.
And I guess you won't listen now to whatever I tell you.
Because everything won't make sense.
Because everything I do will seem stupid to you.
So just go on. I'll watch you ride on your bike and wave goodbye to your back.
I believe that when something is really that important to you, you will try no matter how hard it takes.
Giving up easily is the best form of escapism and also the most impulsive way to solve matters.
I know you'll choose the easy way out because you never fought for what you loved.
Because everyone is different in their way of solving matters.
Because sometimes the best for now is all that matters.
And maybe because you never loved.
But, I know I've tried and did all I can even though it wasn't easy.
I feel so much better.
Thanks Karmen for your company! (: