So, as life goes on, you learn, you fall, you crumble, you find friends more precious than what you've lost. You will realize that this world is so huge and there are so much more beautiful things out there hidden so that you can have the fun of exploring and discovering.
When bad things in life happen to you one by one, you'll find yourself so lost. Whatever you do, you feel so bad about yourself. When you fail to trust even your strongest feelings, you'll soon regret not trusting yourself and having so much hope on something that was so hopeless. (Don't tell me you don't when you still do. You're just lying.)
You're right. I can't do what she can do because I am not her. We are two different people and we work in two different ways. You are too blinded by what you are trying to find that you can't appreciate what is right in front of your eyes. And I am not going to try to be like her because I am who I am and I like it. It's too bad that you don't know how to appreciate it. No two people can be identical because even twins have different thumbprints. And the varieties are what makes the world so colorful.
I think back, I ask why and I know I was just lying to myself. When I found it slipping out of my hands, I lie to myself that as long as I try my best, its possible. But since it was already going to slip, no matter how I try, it's still going to drop out of my hands.
I know that the truth always hurts. But its so much better than hearing lies. Lying to myself would be miserable since I hate it if people lied to me. I mean who would like to listen to a lie? And how much truth can there be in a lie?
Life is a beautiful piece of art. You're the artist and whatever you do, its your masterpiece, your interpretation. It makes so much more sense when you've seen the bigger picture of everything.