I enjoy the company of my friends and will miss them when they move to the other side of the world.. Life's just like that. We can't have one person who will go through every phase of life with you. Maybe your parents would. But friends, no matter how close, would have different ambitions, aspirations and dreams. And soon, you might find yourself taking a different path from the rest, alone and uncertain. I'll miss hanging out often in the East with my friends and I certainly do hope that we will keep in contact.
While I find my dreams amidst the chaos and recession that seems like a tide that is there but not really there, I am glad that my friends are happy and walking nearer towards finding out what they really want. All I know is that life is never a bed of roses. The grass will always be greener on the other side. But the more things that you realise you dislike, the closer you are to finding your dreams and what you like. Audrey always say that it is very seldom that people get to do what they like and they just have to learn to love what they do which I find is quite true. Because, you can never have the best of both worlds.
Shopping at Ikea and Popular for Audrey and Effie's dorm is really fun. I can feel the excitement and am excited for them too! I know Effie is excited to move in! I miss being a student. Wonder what kind of life would it be like for them for the days ahead. Haha. Can't wait to hear juicy gossips from them about each other's uncle agonies and the notes they will leave for each other when they are not in the dorm. Sounds really fun! And this sat, it's so exciting to help them move into their dorm. These 2 people can be really crazy when they want to be!
Having said all that, I am sad to say that there are some friends that you will never want to talk about again and if you could take an eraser to erase the memories you had of them, you would just do it. Because when you find out how disgusting they can be and how shallow they are, you'll find yourself doing anything to rid off all the memories, pleasant or unpleasant. They are like pests in front of a person with a insecticide ready to spray anytime. Any sentence said, any incident mentioned, they should just be erased.
When I see them on the streets, they will be a stranger I don't want to know. And if they come near me, I will take an eraser to erase them and draw them all over again so that the memories of them would be more pleasant. So if the guy likes to sweet talk, I will erase off his mouth and draw a mouth that is shut on him so that it can't be opened. (: