Sometimes, lies can be so real, its so hard not to believe. Eleven months ago, something really unpleasant and unexpected happened. When an explanation was demanded, I was left with reasons that were unreal and reasonings that were now proven as excuses. Along the way, besides picking up the pieces, stories were told by so many. Till today, I have no idea if it's the truth or a story made up by not so creative minds.
Was he really a bad guy or were the both of them the same kind? Maybe that's why they could be such good friends. I don't understand why some people can take matters related to relationships so lightly. It just proves how much there really is in their brains. To me, being with someone is one matter and being in love is another altogether. You can be together with someone but if there was no love, there would be no us.
A year after everything happens, so much is revealed and the story unfolds. I have done what I ought to do but I think you will never learn. Your attitude towards love and your selfishness just proves that you have never learnt to love. You are so competitive, you are just trying to prove yourself all the time instead of enjoying something that's so magical. I can only wish you all the best and I really wish you weren't that shallow. But sometimes, a wish can only be a wish.
At that time, if only I was closer to someone who gives good opinions than someone who is expressionless.. It might have changed the way things turned out today. But what's past is past and no amount of regret can bring you back to undo it. I made the choice so there is nothing to regret. This mistake just taught me to open my eyes and remember that things can be different from the surface compared to the inside.
I always thought that good friends will stand by each other no matter what. And instead of competing with one another, they will know that unity is strength. But sadly, there are some that don't understand the meaning of friendship. If he told me you didn't care, I believed him because he was your good friend. But if you never said that, I would never know because we don't talk anymore. So maybe it doesn't matter and this thing is not entirely my fault.